My First Tiny Baby Steps

I've had my first ever counseling session last Saturday. And tomorrow, I'm having another counseling session (with a different group).

These sessions are part of my tiny baby steps to help myself move on and recover from grief and near-depression. I have to take things one at a time. My progress might be slow, but, as long as I'm moving forward, then things are okay for me.

Wait..... moving on doesn't mean that I'm trying to forget him. I still love him very much! As in! But I believe that I can only win him back, only if and when, I am whole again. After all, these tiny baby steps that I am doing would eventually lead me back to him (or I'd better say, would lead him back to me).